Word up people!!!
Guess what I am doing? ( If you guessed Farmvilling, you would be wrong... this time!) I am currently sitting in an empty house... by myself (except for two hairy children, aka Spencer and Jake) and I am wondering what I am going to do with myself for the next few hours.
It has finally happened people... my child... has abandoned me for his friends. :0( I KNEW this was going to happen eventually. He is hanging out with his best chummy friends, and they went to see a movie. Actually, they went to go see a movie that I wanted to see too... but alas I guess I will watch it on Demand when it comes out. ) (Waaaa Whaaaaaaaa)
In one way, it's really great that he has such good friends and that he is trying on his freedom legs and having a nice walkabout in them. In another way...ugh...it has finally started... my Shmoopie is growing up and before you know it, he will be out of high school and on his own.
Tonight friends... I am going to sit here alone and try and get used to the feeling of this new thing. They say that is what you are supposed to do when you have a feeling you don't like, you're supposed to sit with it until the idea of it makes you less uncomfortable. I will watch some TV and probably go sulk-soak in a tub full of bubbles and before you know it I will feel better.
It's not the end of the world!!! Sheesh... I am not going to drown myself in a sea of Calgon!!! I just recognize that I am not one who likes to spend a lot of time speculating on how things will be in the future, and tonight is a clear vision of what it's probably going to be like. I am choosing to take on this night of aloneness and turn it into all-one-ness.
So on this night of all-one-ness I am going to eat Cap'n Crunch... watch chick TV and tend to my Farm!!!
Toodles!!!
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